More Hassle
On my way home tonight, some idiot rear ended me on I-30. Yea dumbass, not a good idea to try and cut across three lanes of traffic when a line of cars is merging. IDIOT! His insurance better be legit, I am not trying to come off $500 for a deductible!
I went and got my books tonight and they were were $80 less than I budgeted for. So that was a bright spot to my day at least.
See, if I didn't live in this hellhole Dallas, and instead lived where I really want to (NYC or Chicago) I wouldn't even have to have a fucking car.
So......
I decided that I am going to try and be nicer to Young Guy. He does has a lot of other redeeming qualities. As I told D, leave it to me to focus on the one bad quality and not the 10 good ones. I wonder why I do this? Anyway - we are supposed to go to the movies on Saturday night. Hopefully I won't fall asleep!
I just know that over the course of my dating years, especially the last couple of years as I have become an "adult" and established a life for myself, I have accused several guys of self sabotage. I wonder if I do the same thing to my own relationships?
Intimacy problem?
Are the men in Dallas tired? Or are we too picky? My friend and I were discussing this today. She was telling me about a guy at her gym who was trying to talk to her, but he had
YELLOW TEETH. To me that's a dealbreaker. I don't blame her for blowing him off.
I had a date with the Young Guy last night. It was our first date, and today he tells me that he thought about me till he went to sleep last night. Um, what? The only way I would tell a guy that after our first date is if I never wanted to see him again. I told one of my best friends about this (who happens to be a guy) and he thought it was sweet. When I complained about it some more, I was told that I will not allow a man to get close to me, and I have a problem with intimacy. And, what's your point? I don't want to get screwed yet again, nor do I want to deal with some clingy psycho guy yet again.
In other breaking Dallas news, it rained today. And it wasn't over 100 degrees today. As a matter of fact, it didn't even break 90. For the first time in a couple of months, I didn't feel like I was living in hell.
